Cheer up special friend!!<3 Haha idk if you will see this but haha anyway, tmrw'll be a better day because you're meeting me and zihan and it's yunhoday and we'll all be alot happier so you will be happy!! So don't be so sian already okayyyyy love youuuuuuuuu!
February 1, 2011 1:35 am · Posted by xenoic
CNY in 3 days.
Vday in 2 weeks.
Results in a month.
CRAAAAAAAP. ):
Beautiful my girl, oh oh girl,
January 28, 2011 1:22 am · Posted by xenoic
I've all my blogs opened in my chrome tabs how amusing. LJ+Tumblr+Onsugar! Okay this is seriously random.
Just didn't have much of a mood to blog. All i do is stay on tumblr & reblog. Haha. Well well..Work has been fun, but days without work sucks because I'm like a piece of wood sitting at home dating my computer, & that is hell boring. Okay I totally do not mind staring at Jaejoong the whole day, but yknw, it just can't be my daily routine. Which it is now, sadly. Hopefully I'll get another job soon besides cruises so I can spend my time earning more money because I NEED THEM. There are just so many things I want to do that involves money. Korean classes..Dance classes..Kbox..Club..etc etc. ALL THESE INVOLVE MONEY. zz ):
Well, something to happy about.. I got my KYHD album, & the Music Essay's coming soon. Hoorayyy. JYJ+Homin= <3 &&&&&& I just started watching Paradise ranch & Hard to say I love you, Max & Hero's like omg handsome! & I'm so excited for Poseidon and Jae's new drama, 2011's gonna be an epic year for the 5 of them :D & 2012's going to be the most epic because that's when "heaven(JYJ) and hell(homin) meets", meaning THEY WILL RETURN AS 5 AGAIN. Okay I know it's just my wishful thinking :/
Oh baby sky,
January 12, 2011 3:00 pm · Posted by xenoic
I really should be going to sleep since I stepped into the house, but no my mind has to choose to remain as awake as I am now. -.- It's a really dark and dreary wednesday.. & I'm too lazy to turn on my room lights so I'm living in darkness right now. Alright, where should I start?
YESTERDAY WAS FUN. ^^ Yup, that sums up pretty much about everything I can say regarding the chalet yesterday. Crazy, dorky, amusing people that kept us laughing all night long. We had steamboat for dinner! well, not really dinner, more like, steamboat supper! ZH and I stupidly, yes VERY stupidly waited for the shuttle bus at Pasir Ris when it was supposed to be Tanah Merah. How brainless can we get, haha. So yes we arrived at NSRCC rather late, but it's okay, the others arrived even later. I LOVED THE CRABSTICKS. Heh & they were laughing at them /: Anyway! NSRCC's a really awesome place if you like solitary areas that's pretty, quiet & "scary". Why "scary"? Haha, well.. I'll just say, I hope everything was just hallucinations & nothing more. Oh yes, we made ZH do a really stupid dare, & that was to act like a witch on a broomstick & "fly" over to the next chalet. It was soooo funny. Yup, made new friends, met old friends, well okay friend, & caught up with friends! Mong & I cabbed out of the place at 2plus in search of something, but ended up spending 30bucks, YES FREAKING 30 BUCKS on a croissant -.- We finally slept at like 6plus 7 am after failing to catch the sunrise because of the trees..& people were actually cycling at 4plus 5am, it freaked me out when I first saw the cyclist.
I'm not sleepyyyy.. Oh yes I really hate my nose it only acts up when I'm home it was perfectly alright at the chalet, what's this, some kind of automatic shutoff & turn on? zz.
I need to work. I need $$ to pay for the multiple albums I'm getting, roars. HOMIN + JYJ MUSIC ESSAY is <3
hurhur, one of my many edits :D
A story about love.
January 10, 2011 9:34 pm · Posted by xenoic
I feel as though a bullet train is running inside of me, with the extreme race against time that it needs to catch to be on schedule. What an inexorable feeling this is, something so vivid, so euphoric. I can still feel the sense of giddiness & the throbbing heart within that I can't control no matter how. The extremity of this is akin to that of a sense of victory, the pumping adrenaline & the immense overpowering of emotions. The appreciation amounts to that of the heavens. The adoration is unfathomable, it's out of the world. Such a happening is truly an enigma, perhaps built up by the consistency that I commit.
So flawless, so perfect are the defined features that is truly his to own. Handsomely gorgeous, & gorgeously handsome.
Such a humble being, with no sense of arrogance in him.
Despite the going through of gazillion unfortunate incidents, never once did it show in him.
His smile is god-like, it has an inexplicable aura that oddly soothes a person's nerves. Yet his comical actions, the dorkiness that is so innate in him indeed makes him an oxymoron: Calming yet frustrating are but the few emotions that can vaguely explain the immeasurable complication within a person. The strength that he carries despite everything is so commendable it brings tears to my eyes. I cannot bear to see this lovely being's heart torn in pieces because of the harsh cruelty of humanity. The perseverance amidst the turmoil brings out the imperfect perfection in him. The reality of him being only human, yet adorned with a pair of angel's wings, displaying his frail yet determined self.
So flawless, so perfect are the defined features that is truly his to own. Handsomely gorgeous, & gorgeously handsome.
Such a humble being, with no sense of arrogance in him.
Despite the going through of gazillion unfortunate incidents, never once did it show in him.
His smile is god-like, it has an inexplicable aura that oddly soothes a person's nerves. Yet his comical actions, the dorkiness that is so innate in him indeed makes him an oxymoron: Calming yet frustrating are but the few emotions that can vaguely explain the immeasurable complication within a person. The strength that he carries despite everything is so commendable it brings tears to my eyes. I cannot bear to see this lovely being's heart torn in pieces because of the harsh cruelty of humanity. The perseverance amidst the turmoil brings out the imperfect perfection in him. The reality of him being only human, yet adorned with a pair of angel's wings, displaying his frail yet determined self.
Natural is but who he is, & natural is his way of perfection. Kim Jaejoong, your existence in the world is extraordinary.
No I do not believe,
January 7, 2011 12:03 am · Posted by xenoic
Starting work on Saturday, can't believe the uniform's like a JC uniform -.- feels like I'm going back to school! Haha but it should be quite fun(i hope), at least it'll take up my time so I wouldn't spend 24/7 on the computer & on tumblr spazzing & feeling sadder.
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I know we're retarded, this was a photo taken in the toilet-.-
Okay, I have to rant. I DON'T WANT HOLYSHINKI AND ORION. I WANT CASSIOPEIA. I'M NOT GOING TO TAKE SIDES, THAT IS SO RETARDED. ALL THE BS ABOUT HOW IT MUST SPLIT IS STUPID AND SENSELESS. CASSIOPEIA WILL REMAIN AS IT IS & NO ONE'S GOING TO CHANGE IT. UGHH. What happened to forever ):
Locked in,
January 5, 2011 12:29 am · Posted by xenoic
Wants to return, but am afraid of not fitting in anymore..What am I to do. ): I know I shouldn't be thinking it this way because what matters is the heart to continue serving. But after "disappearing" for such a long time, seeing the bond get closer & yet not being able to be a part of it..Makes me wonder if I should return, despite the burning passion inside to rejoin them & be a part of what I've always loved. What a senseless dilemma. I miss it, yet I do not dare to step into it. AASDFNAGHLGHB
It's so true, I'm nothing but a fool for you
January 2, 2011 6:01 pm · Posted by xenoic
So I got lazy after awhile attempting to write an account of my Japan trip..Shall continue it soon when I feel like it^^
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